On the Youth Christmas miss match.

On December 21st 2007, Glad Tidings youth alpha group organized a Christmas cell at Church and the theme was 'Miss Match' . So basically, we're suppose to wear something miss matching. So , I didn't wear much of a miss matching clothing... Ahaha. The event was good, alot of food, not many people ate my fried rice but it was okay and I got a Cadbury hazel nut chocolate for an exchange present. It was really a great time we had.

Me and regine

Again...but this time, Calvin is in.

Lionel , Me and Regine

"Why Always Me.."

Sometimes I wonder , "Why always Me".... in any situation , "Why always me". This can happen to the good things that has happened in my life and also the bad things as well. At first I thought that I should watch what I ask for or what I tell, for I'll end up getting something or most of the time receive a bad respond. Even by being polite, I'll sometimes get a negative respond with high tone manner like I ask a stupid question or make it sounds like it's the end of the world.BUt not all the people that I know of does this, only some who are very close to me does it. Things like these normaly always happened to me, I'm not sure about the others.... but normaly, these are the responses that I get ...and I'm sick of it.

There is nothing wrong by asking or telling. 1st of all, I never ask a question more than one time. I'm not like my mom, When I ask a question....I'll make sure it's clear, if they don't find it clear enough then I'll tell them again slowly. And when they tell me something, I'll make sure that I get it at the first time....if I don't I'll ask again the question or what they are trying to say.

If you were to ask something that you don't know or something unfamiliar with, how would you feel that the reply they give you or maybe any gesture that they do makes you feel like you're the dumbest person in the whole world. For me, I seriously don't like it.... a person trying to ask something and the respond I get is " hah? That also you don't know wan arr? Iyohh....bodoh lar (dumb)" or "You damn Noob larr(lousy)". I would slap that person if he give me that kind of person, but I'm not the same person as I was last time.... because I know that being polite would not create any problems for anyone. But in my heart, I'll be cursing at that guy.

I love my friends , they are the people part of my life who keep me alive .... but there are certain things which has limitation to it especially when it comes to jokes. Jokes is okay.... but stop targeting at the same person all the time, like me.... it can get a little annoying. It's like anything that I do or say is always something to laugh about. Anything that happen , I'm being pointed at. When I make one joke , then later they all make a big joke at me....alot of times, more than me. I'm like a walking laughing stalk.

I guess it doesn't make a difference if I post this thing up anyway, it'll still be the same thing as always. Feels like there is no point being a good guy all the time or being sporting or trying to mix around, anything would still be the same.But it does not matter,because I believe in the prophecy that I've receive from God and I'll continue to pray and walk towards him, not going to let anything or anyone else to defect my life and my walk to God and to his Kingdom of Heaven.

Our Last Night out with Asaad Bardree/ Bard Baker.

On 17th December 2007 , we gathered together to have a last hang out with Bard because on 2nd January 2008 ...he's going back to Brunei to start his 1st job. Bard is a former CD42 classmate in the One Academy. He's famous for his talents in dancing , singing , acting and also his creative Illustration skills. We all have been with him for the past 3 years and it was a bomb. We'll miss you dude. =)

We went out to Zen in Sunway for makan with Yvonne, Darren , Jason and also me. After that we went to the Joint for more drinks.

This is Bard

Darren & Jason

Yvonne

Them again.

part of the gang

Me and Yvonne at the Joint

Group pic ( Darren went back home early)

Recent Happenings

Last week I took a 4 days off from my work to attend my church's Youth Camp in PD , and it was a BOMB! It was amazing and it was totally fun. I thank God for his blessings and his love, without God.... I wouldn't know how my life would finally end up. It was a great camp compared to last year's Youth Camp which held in my church, because well... last year I had to rush my final project for my 3rd year 2nd semester's Character animation... while having my camp! So it wasn't really fun for me at that time.But! This time I don't have to worry about that!Ahahahaha!! But my friend Chris had the same difficulty as I had. Hehe....but it's not a problem for God bless all of his children (He is in my church by the way).

Anyway...back to the camp, overall it's about 8/10 I would say....best that I had so far. Our camp speaker , Pastor Benedict Rajan was a great... his word was so powerful and made a great impact in us. I like the part where he stands on the chair and continues to preach to us the word of God, now that's a pastor with a style! >P. He's also known to many pastors and missionaries as a prophetic pastor. I got mine prophecied ! And it's a secret....except for some who already knows ( I guess it's not much of a secret ).

What else, the room was okay except for the water heater.... too hot and too cold. The food was good, the games and activities was good, swimming and cannonball splash was fun and the road trip was also fun. Yeah, I was one of the convoy driving my Viva to PD and back to my home. I had the best time.... it was worth my 4 days off >).

Anyway....I'll end it here, can't wait for Christmas! See ya ~ >D

My December.

December, ahhhhh....the blessed month. Alot of things are happening on December.....Youth Camp, Christmas Eve, Christmas and also New Year's Eve. Not to mention , there's alot of things I need to buy too on December. Let me list down my December's plan.

- Buy Hellgate London(PC Game)!
- Get my Wisdom tooth extracted.
- Get the Transformer's 2008 calender.
- Buy some accessories for my car.
- Hang out with the Sakai friends.
- Prepare for Youth Camp which is on 10th-13th December.
- Buy presents.
- Celebrate Christmas Eve at Tim's house (LAMB!!)
- Celebrate Christmas in Church and with my family.
- Celebrate New Year's Eve in church.

<<> oh Santa Rina, I want an XBOX360 for Christmas~ @. @ >>

Well, I guess it's not much of a list....but I'm excited! Especially about Hellgate London! maybe gonna buy Time shift as well.But I'm not very thrill about getting my wisdom tooth extracted. Oh well...can't wait!

Budget Crysis!!

Actually not much of a crysis.... just couldn't save much for this month. Damn, this month there's like so many things going on, so many movies (one bad movie wasted) and also....alot of the very much anticipated game titled came out.....all of this in November!

So far, what I've spent on earlier this month was....the Orange box ( oh yeah!) , Timothy's present, few expensive dinner with a friend, watched 3 movies and that include one of the suckiest movies I went to watch with my friends (for more info....read Darren's blog) at 1 utama. And I got about 2 more weeks to go! Argghhh!!

Well, Orange box was worth it.... but now Hellgate London, Call of Duty 4 , and also Crysis (game of 2007) are now in game stores! AHHHH!!!! Dammit,dammit, dammit!!

Not only that, I have to pay for youth camp which is on 10th-13th of December! I eventually have to pay because I'm part of the committee members of the Youth Camp, I'm in charge of the promo ,I'm handling the registration and last but not least that I'm being forced by Pastor Simon (not that it's a bad thing =P). Oh....I forgot one more part, because I've been forced by the committee to drive my viva , be part of the convoy to transport some of the 'lighter' youth to the camp. Sigh..... I'm so wanted .

Hopefully I'm able to save some money for next year.....got a promise to fulfill. =(

Team Fortress 2

Here's my next game review , Halo wars have to wait because I can't give much detail if it's not fully develop yet. So anyway. MY next exciting game review is Team Fortress 2! First, we start off with the basic details of this game, Team Fortress 2 is a team base online FPS (first person Shooter) game for the PC and Xbox 360. You can only get the game by buying the Orange Box set ( which comes with a free cool mouse pad!) which cost about Rm175-179. The developer is by Valve who are famous for creating Half-Life and Half-Life 2 and also their episodes. Basically, Team fortress 2 has no single player in it, you have to go online to play with other players around the world or you can lan connect and play with your other friends! If you buy the pirated version of this game, which is the OFFLINE version...then you'll only use it for Lan connection.( All the CC are gonna benefit from this man. ). Here's how the Orange box will look like anywhere in a game store.

Note that Orange Box is a 5 game in a box which can only be played through Steam, but with pirated dvds I'm not too sure how they are gonna crack it la. If you install the Team Fortress 2 game only, it's only gonna take up about 7GB in your hard disk space. Note* You need to update your graphic driver before you play the game , if not ... like they'll say, can cause a few problems. Don't worry about it, Steam will actually help u out in finding the link to download the update drivers. =)

Okay, back to Team Fortress 2....I'll give the details for each characters in the game and some tip.

This big fat botak head guy is the Heavy Weapons guy or for short, just call him Heavy. His weapon is the heavy machine gun whom he calls "Sasha" (I call my car Angie, short for Angelina Jolie >P ). If u hold the right mouse button, u can spin the machine gun while you're walking and can just shoot anytime you want. This is convenient because the left mouse button takes time for the guy to aim and shoot ( really damn long). His 2nd weapon is a shotgun, strong damage and it spreads. His melee weapon is his damn fist, don't take it lightly.... one punch can almost kill ya. His constitution (Health) Is the highest among others...which makes perfect sense.

Next is my favourite irritating bugger name Pyro. Pyro weilds a flame thrower which is his primary weapon, he is dangerous when it comes to close range, and when u get burn.... you'll burn continously like mad unless u get a medic, medical supply or a dispenser to heal you quickly. But he also has a far range attack, his 2nd weapon is a shotgun like the Heavy's. Which makes him flexible an also a versitle character to use. His melee weapon is the Axe which deals half of the damage. Sometimes you can't even understand what he is saying because of the gas mask.

My big scoring character is the Soldier ! His primary weapon is the Rocket launcher, a very powerful weapon in the game.If you're hit twice or once by the charged attack, you'll be blown to bits and pieces. He is affective againts Heavy Weapons guy and also the Engineer's sentry guns. His 2nd weapon is also the shotgun and his melee weapon is a foldable shovel...and it's really dangerous, for real.The soldier can jump to higher grounds too, he just have to shoot down on where he is standing and he'll go flying. he'll receive less damage from his own attack.

The speedy tazmanian devil is The Scout. This young lad runs very very fast and able to double jump. This gives the advantage to avoid attacks from The Soldier , Pyro, Sniper, Heavy and maybe the Demoman too. His primary weapon is the powerful jackoff shotgun, the most powerful shotgun among others and it's reload time is fast. His primary weapon is a Handgun. The handgun is fast and even the reload time is fast. His melee weapon , is a steel baseball bat which can deal a really massive amount of damage , like the heavy's fist! Everything about this fella is fast but his constitution is very low compared to others.

This backstabbing cockbite is the Spy. He wears a formal suit and a black mask and also smokes a ciggarette. This guy can cloack, but he can't attack when cloack. He needs to uncloack and then attack ( this ofcourse needs to be fair ). He can also disguise as an enemy's player, his own team mates will see him as a spy wearing a mask picture of the selected character disguise, but the opposition will see him as one of his teammates. His primary weapon is a powerful revolver and his melee weapon is a knife, one time attack on the enemy's back can actually kill them instantly (backstab). Oh, he also has this device called the Sapper which it can destroys the Engineer's sentry.

The drunk maniac scottish over here is the Demoman. He is all about explosion, the big bang. His primary weapon is the grenade launcher, the longer u fire.... the further it'll go. His 2nd weapon is a weapon which shoots out sticky boms, u can stick the boms anywhere u want and u just have to click right mouse button to detonate. his melee weapon, is his booze. His bottle of alcohol deals the same damage as the Scout's bat.

This here is the Engineer, I play this character most often because the Sentry does most of the killing . He can build sentry guns which can be upgraded to a machine gun and also an add on rocket launcher! He also can build the Dispenser, which it can heal and refill your ammo and also top up the engineer's steel material to build stuff. Other stuff he can build is the portal, entrance and exit which is useful for players straight into the battlefield. His primary weapon is the ordinary shotgun and his 2nd weapon is a handgun exactly like the Scout's handgun. His melee weapon is a wrench, not the small light type....the big heavy type of wrench! It can deal the same big amount of damage as the heavy,scout and demoman's melee weapons! It can also use to speed up the building process , upgrade his sentry and repair them.

The british bullseye Sniper is not to be mess with, you can never know that you'll be hit by him . The sniper ofcourse is a camper, he takes an isolated spot to shoot down any enemy with his primary sniper rifle. the longer his aim...the more damage it is, the character delivers many head shots in the game. He has a really useless 2nd weapon, a sub machine gun which doesn't deal much of a damage and his melee weapon is a huge blade.

The most important character in the team, The Medic. He ofcourse heals people .He can actually add on more health to the character's normal health quantity.I's not a really boring character...the longer you heal , you'll be able to use Uber charge on the character which makes him impervious to enemy's attack....for awhile.When the character is charged up, so is the medic....that's why normaly he is never at the front because he'll normaly be at the back of team mates fire. His primary weapon is the healing gun, his 2nd is a gun which shoots injection needles and his meleee is a dangerous bone cutting blade.

Well, that's all about my review.... I hope you guys get to enjoy this game. See ya around!