Thursday, February 28, 2008

My 2nd Sister, Sandra Tai

On Wednesday , February 27 I woke up from my bed,I gave my mind the time to think for the moment that from that day onward, everything is gonna be different. Why will it be different? Well, a member in my family is leaving Malaysia to begin a new life in Los Angelas ,USA. Her name is Sandra Tai, my 2nd sister in the family... short, playful, smart,funny,the big bully and laughs really weird compared to all of us. I just realize that life at home won't be as lively as before, no more weird laughter, no more funny acts, no more watching TV as a complete family,no more patting my dog at the same till it enjoys it so much, no more taking turns to feed the dog... and etc.

My 2nd sister has always been around to help me out, giving me advices , sharing stuff , watch some of the anime, laughing together at some comedy or silly shows, do stupid stuff, disturb each other and all other things that siblings would do. Moving on would be difficult, but I look at the bright side of things. She'll be visiting every year and I'll sometimes visit her also. Maybe one day I might think of migrating in to US in the future, that is why I'm doing my best to save up money, building up my portfolio and try to get a job in a game company over there, hopefully there is one in LA. I'll be going to San Francisco end of this year with my eldest sis and her friend. From there we can take a flight to LA to visit her :D!

I'm really gonna miss her alot, she has been a big part of my life as my big sister (even though she's shorter than me, hehehe) . I'm sure she'll have a good life over there .Come to think of it, I'm gonna have an American nephews and nieces,WAHAHA....I have a relative in America!!!Anyway, I wish her all the best and may God always protect her and keep her safe . Good luck sis!! I'll see you again! =)

Friday, February 22, 2008

I got Tagged, again~

"Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag to 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tag. Whoever did the tag will have blessing from all."..You must link to the one who tagged you, then spread it to 8 people, let the game go on, return the tag to sender is prohibited.

1.)What is your dream when you were in your childhood years?

To play games whatever I want, to draw whatever I want, to invent things so cool that ppl will be amazed with my ability (but that has been scraped away) and to be with the most beautiful girl in the world to spend my life with....some dream huh, for a kid? :P

2.)You like rainy day or sunny day?Why?
Sunny day.... cuz rainy day always ruins my day/plans.

3.)Which colour you like most? Black or White?
black... get to cover whatever stains on, it won't get colored by other clothes when washing in the washing machine...hehe.

4.)Who would I marry to?
Refer to question 1, I'm seeking God's help to help/ guide me to her.

5.)Where is the place you would like to go most? Why?
America, it's where all the cool game developers are and live out the American dream.

6.)Who are you most afraid of losing?
People who are close in my heart...

7.) When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
I sleep it off...

8.)What was the best thing you've learned in 2007?
That I'm able to achieve the goal that I aim and helping others to reach at theirs as well... not giving up hope at all.

9.) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him? Or just keep secret in heart, observing by yourself?
I'll confess my feelings when I get to know her really well.... show abit of interest in her and she to me.

10.) Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
Not being able to spend more time with the one person that I now missed the most in my mind..

11.) What are the requirements that you wish for your another half?
A christian who is also open-minded to all things around and always at the positive side, being hyper and knows how to have fun/ not having a boring life at all.

12.) Which type of person you hate most?
The type of person who knows how to talk but never shows it/prove it. The type of person who is racist and only thinks about themselves, the type of person who is extremist and very narrow minded, pessimistic people, people who makes decisions for you and wants to control your life and change your style and attitude , and last of all...people who do not know the respect and responsibilities in all kinds of things.

13.) What is your ambition?
I've already achieved my ambition , my new ambition now is to be one of the great director in a game development field.

14.)Would you rather be someone else at this moment?
I wish I could be, I always imagine myself to be someone better and more famous and I wish I had been all that in this life.

15.) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To meet that special beautiful unique girl that will change my life and add another chapter in my life.

16.) What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
Spend more time with God and with my loved ones.

17.)Who's your favourite cartoon character?
Hmmm..... I would say.... Shrek

18.)What do you think that is most important in your life?
To seek more from GOd, To have a balance in life , to have all that is fair , to complete the task that I have and not dragging it down, to have your own choice and not forcing others to choose, to never hurt a woman or the one that you love and to cherish those who are close to me.

19.)Describe your dream house.
A fairly large house with a long park way and a big garden, design concept of the house need to be based on American architectural design, a very well organize interior with a garage and a fountain, an underground basement for fun activities and hang outs.

20.)Lyrics from the song you're currently listening to. (It has been my favourite ever since Final Fantasy VIII came out)

NOw , my 8 people that I will tag is :
1. Jasmin Lim
2. Chris Wai
3. Darren 'C' Edward
4. Albert Ang
5. Yvonne Yong
6. Priscilla Lim
7. Grace Angel
8. Winnie Ching

I was sort of tagged by Lillien Siew. :P

Thursday, February 14, 2008

My Valentine's Day

14th of February 2008, my Valentine's day is something special to me because it's the last time I ever get to be with Cindy Teh, who is my batch mate from my college.Cindy Teh will be leaving to Auckland University for futrther studies and also get a job there, apply for a pr in New Zealand.So Tonight, we had our Valentine's day and also a farewell dinner.... but only a short one because she has to help out on the sales at her work place.

I only know her during my college days, in my 1st and 2nd year I only see her around in college because to me she was one of the pretty ones that I've noticed,summore same batch as me . 1st year I was in cd42 and she was in cd43... then in 2nd year we sometimes be in a same class for 1 subject. So back then I don't really know her that well until came 2nd year 3rd term when my group wanted to find ppl to audition for our short film in our Storyboard project . So Cindy and Huey Ting was one of the girls to audition for the role, and from then on is when I got to know her well ( She wasn't in the short film because she had a tight schedule with her subjects).

I got to know her very well in 3rd year, and after that ...we all have been working after we graduate. So it's been like almost 8 months that we've not seen each other.It was great, I'll miss her as a good friend. We met at Bangsar Village II and had our dinner and Marco's Pizza...before we meet at the place, I had to quickly find and buy flowers for her because it's Valentine's Day. Run everywhere outside the complex and finally bought it for her.Now , after I've not seen her for a long time...she looks really great, she is thinner than last time! I think as thin as Regine Tan. One thing great about her is her smile and laughter, it just really brightens up your day. And she is always calm in any situation , optimistic and positive.

I'm gonna miss you dearly, Cindy Teh Syok Leh (I hope it's correct spelling >.< ) , I'll always remember the laughing queen in you.LoL, I'll keep in touch with u while you're in Auckland and please be safe and do your best over there =).

Saturday, February 9, 2008

A Boy who Entered in to Another Realm.

Somewhere deep within our sleep, our vast sub-concious mind somehow able to transport our dream in to a mysterious unknown realm of un explored places. A place that we never have it in our mind at all, somewhere we don't even know or have not seen before. A realm where we begin to explore new things, something out of an ordinary from our real world.Is this another realm where we can only see in our dreams? Is there such thing exist?

A boy sleeping silently on his bed , somehow.....his dreams is unpleasent. Darkness in his dreams haunts him, unknown to what sin he has done so bad to deserve this frightful dream. He felt like he was being chase by something horrible, he was running in an abandon street which ends up in a deep and dark forest. Not bothered by the problem,he ran in to the forest. THe screaming and wailing of many creatures echoed through out the Dark forest which is giving him the chills that everything is haunting him now. He then suddenly felt like something is pulling him away , he thought it could be whatever it is that chase him has caught up to him.The boy tried to reach out to a small light calling to his mother, his father... his siblings, his friends and his one and only Lenore, the person he cared the most who he never got the chance to express his love at all. They could not hear him,they could not hear his calling.... his voice is not powerful enough to reach out to them. He was pulled harder and faster into the darkness.

From the darkness, he pop out and crash into a garden so colorful that it seems out of the ordinary. Trying to shake off from the intense ride, and figuring out the strange event that had occured.He look behind him at the direction he was pulled from , and all he could see is a vast scenery of a beatiful shore, he is on a garden by a cliff. Looking down which what it seems to be a land unknown to him. Nothing he has ever seen before. Trees were taller with many different color leaves, fruits that look so riped. Stones and rock which are so smooth that not even a single jagged edges or cracks were on it. River flowing with color reflections, clouds so golden that it seems like the richest of all things are in the sky. the lands are reflected by it's color but ofcourse it does look like it's a green plain land. There are a few settlements build on this land, some are side by side, some are single, some are build by the cliff or in a mountains, some are even in the sky supported by long stretch pillars of stones.

The boy began to explore the place, walking towards the settlements....still keeping an eye on his surrounding and staying alert, just incase something would pull him out again. As he approach the settlements, he could not believe in his eyes that some of the design of the buildings is so different and more unique than the real buildings from where he came. They are identical to each other, But he could recognized a building which looks like his house! But there are some slightly abit different part on that house because of it's surroundings. He approach the civilian , they look no different from a human, in fact...they are human. Dressing is not even out dated, they are like the same trend as his. This is all just too puzzeling to him.

He continue on in his exploration, he wave and greet each person he sees. As he approach his somewhat of his house, he is being greeted by a very soft and cheerful voice inside the house, somehow...the girl sounded really familiar to him. The grilled door open and came out a girl, she's about 4'9 with a really slim work out body , she wore a light blue small t-shirt with a really short pants...She has long slight wavy brunnete hair and a slightly tan skin.Her eyes, are like emeralds, she has lips pinkish enough which doesn't require and lip sticks on it, the beauty of her face that somehow could brighten up your day at any time with those beautiful gorgeous smile of hers. She ran towards me , greeting me by hopping last minute from her run.... with the most cheerful voice ever. He paused for the moment , and look at her. "Wait a minute!" He touch her face and clear out her frindge that's blocking some part of her face. He touch her soft cheek and ask in curiosity..... "Lenore!?Why are you here?"

She replied "What do you mean, I'm always here. Stop goofing around, your parents are waiting for you." She grabs him by his hand which it was on her cheek and began to pull her in to the house , she behaves like a cute 4 year old girl. Somehow, it felt like they've been together forever. But then another strange thought came to him " Wait, hold parents??"Inside the house, in the hall.... his mom and his dad were relaxing on a couch watching televisyen. The mom got up and greeted him by hugging him " Welcome home, you're at home now" He could not believe in his eyes... it's really actually his mother, then came a pad on shoulder by his dad who smiled happily . The boy began to shed in tears..... running away from whatever that was chasing him, pulled in to this place so strange and somehow able to find his parents and also the love of his life here. He hug them tightly , Lenore join in and hugs him from behind. From his fear of death came with a surprising unexpected transfer to a new place where he found happiness in his life.

But how his reality is like, we wouldn't know....but he do know that, his dream is better than his reality.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

I've Level up!

I've level up to level 22! This is in-game terms meaning that I've just turned 22....4 days ago. Ahahaha....yes, I'm an old man~ , an uncle , big bro and etc etc. This 22nd year of mine is gonna be an interesting role. Not too sure what's gonna happen , but I do know that alot of ppl are leaving this year...even some who are so dear to me. But I'm gonna do alot of things this year, achieve alot of goal, changing things around, meeting new people, be more of an adult, more booze(liquor ofcourse) , praying & commit more to God ( gonna try my best!), and do things I've never done before!

This is gonna be fun playing in Level 22, alot of challenges I'll overcome for sure and meeting new npc (people) and taking down anything that goes againts my goal(but ofcourse, in a peaceful matter).