Wednesday, December 31, 2008

The Yearly Evaluation

The New Year is finally here, 2009 has arrived and bye bye to shitty 2008 for me. Oh....almost forgot.

Happy Blessed New Year!

Now as promise, I'm gonna write about my 2008 evaluation and what I'm gonna expect for 2009.

2008:
That year has been my most misreable year for me. I hate that year, it has caused my downfalls and crumpled my life like a piece of paper and just thrown to the side. Nothing great happened in that year, nothing worth remembering except for painful memories. In that year, I learn alot of great deal of reality....of what it really is going on around me. I was never happy in that year although I could still put up a smile.

That year I have alot of people that goes off to far away places and some going to many different paths. Alot of people I'm close to left for a better future. Like my studio manager, my sister, my youth pastor, some of my colleagues. It's like one by one they are peeled off from my life .

I suffered a great deal of pain from a...'close' friend I've been with for 6 years which I have made a mistake to grow too attracted to her. And for that, I paid the price. The prophecy that I received ' A returning thing that I've forgotten' was my pain and decisions which brought my downfall.And it is my fault that I repeated my mistakes for thinking that it'll be different than before. I was gonna make up for my mistakes with her, willing to renew my friendship.... but I was stabbed hard by her for thinking that I had a motive for coming back to her, saying that I cheated her. I then realize she was totally not worth it at all. Made me so frustrated and regretted alot because of her.Last time I didn't blame her but myself for my stupidity, but this time it's different. I've erased her existence in my life, although I do realize that one day we'll bump into each other again.... but that time I won't have the same view of her anymore.I just don't want to see her anymore.

That year has spoiled the look of my appearance. I've gained alot of weight compared to last time.THis is how it is when you're downed, you simple don't give a damn about anything else. I've not been active in martial arts and my regular cycling activities. This has caused my image to look bad right now... and I need to gain back my old self.

That year has caused misery in my work, but I realize that it's never easy in the working life. But just that the work I've done with all my hardwork and effort can just be thrown at the side or re-design because of wanting to have a different look, all of a sudden. Wasted alot of months for some work that I did. And other than that, I've been too nice. I keep willing to agree to help do extra things for the church when I already realize that I'm busy with my work at the studio. But still, my studio...the management is just lousy to me, poor planning and sillines.

That year, I've been cursed by misfortune. I get bad lucks more ofthen than b4.

That year made me realize who my real friends are and now I know who is and who isn't (dun worry Jasmin, you're one of my real crazy friend).

That year I'm lonelier than before.

BUT, I do have some which I appreciate and thankful for :
1. I get to communicate more with Cindy Tey
2. Meet alot of interesting friends.
3. Gotten closer with my colleagues
4. Had an awesome Joint Youth Camp.
5. Didn't get my car banged at all.
6. Got myself an XBOX 360 and a PSP
7. A new attitude after my downfall.
8. Oh, started Warhammer 40 000 boardgame. WAR!

So what am I looking for in 2009, the year of the Ox?

- I'm gonna work harder in my life, rebuild back my image and focus harder in my work. This time I won't give a shit if it's discarded or renewed by someone else. Get closer to the real friends that I know of now. And to finally find a happy life that I've been longing for. Achieve alot of Greatness that is worth remembering and may fortune be cast upon my life and my family.

Have a blessed 2009 everyone. =)

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas to Everyone!

Hey Everyone, Merry Christmas! I hope you enjoy alot on your eve and christmas day with friends and family and get alot of good presents! If you don't like the presents, well it's the thought that counts. On eve I spent my night at TImothy's house because they were having a Christmas eve party. So they invited friends and relatives. I got for Tim's parents a very small christmas tree, looks nice wan leh! Anyway, we did caroling, ate the food (the lamb as always taste soooo good!), had alot of chit chats with my friends and sarah's friends and we end up telling Ghost stories on christmas Eve! >D 2 person scared of driving back but they still went back driving close to each other, funny! So the time hits on midnight and it was Christmas! We gave presents and we pulak go upstairs and watch alot of youtuve nonsense video. I recommend you guys to go youtube and check out 'How to be a Ninja', there are several other different versions made by them so check it out!

On Christmas Day I attended church, sing caroling and give gifts! I got sweets, glowing cross key chain, the joint Youth camp photo frame, and some christmas cards. Couldn't mingle for too long cuz I needed to sent another present to my dear little friend , Jasmin Lim. So I drove there and gave it to her, I made it in time! Cuz she had to go to KLCC with someone so can't be too late. Phew >D. Then later at night I went to my sister's apartment for Christmas, I had to smuggle my dog in to that apartment....not an easy task when there's security people everywhere! Anyway, the dinner was good (left over is for my lunch later >D) and I got good gifts! Oh while I was there, I watch one of my sister's dvd and he is one of my favourite actor...Ryan Reynolds. This movie called 'The Nines' is a must watch movie! It's good, it's so good! It really is a brain-melting dazzling mystery. The writer, the Director and a good performance by Ryan Reynolds did a damn good job in this movie. Go buy and watch it!



And since it's still the christmas season, I embeded a video file of Karen Kong singing Silent night. She's really good , dunno why Malaysian idol kicked her out... they have no idea what they've done. Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone and a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!


Saturday, December 13, 2008

Joint Youth Camp 2008

Youth Camp was great! 1st time joint camp between GTS & NCA. The traveling was interesting, the dormitary was cool, the games & activities was fun , the time of worship together was super awesome and the words given by Pastor James Foo was marvelous. Had a great time with the NCA guys and we got along really well like we've known each other for a long time. I pray that we'll have another in the future.

Pics and details probably be later.

Cheers, God Bless.

>D

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

The Greatest Gift from God.

I was born in this world for a reason, to be part of it. To be part of what God's creation is like, to experience...as I myself am part of that creation. I can't deny his work for what it is. He too told me that this place has alot of temptation, alot of danger, alot of risk, alot of difficulties ....all the barriers that I'll face in my walk to return to him. I did ask him why I was sent here..... it was such a simple word he gave me and also the message was the greatest command I ever receive and obeying right now.

And that word is..... Life.

How I live it was up to me, that's part of the reason why mankind was given the ability to choose and make their own decision. It's true that this world alot of difficulties and tons of evil corruptions are going on. But I can't just close my eyes and pass by all those things. Knowing them is part of what life is supposed to be. Knowing the good, and knowing the bad helps in building one's life in terms of maturity, perspective and knowledge. Books or lecture isn't enough for that, you have to experience it and know what it is. And then comes the decision to take it as part of the lesson in life. This is the daily test he set for us, to see whether we can adapt to this place.

I admit that in the past I was walking blindly without knowing what my path is, until he saved me and made it straighter. And again he told me that same word, that's what is important because it's the greatest gift that anyone here can have in their lives.A birthday gift he has already given when you've set your foot on this world.

How you live is totally up to you, don't let anyone tell you how to live.They can help you in walking better but don't let them pull you to their side. Make your stand firm and as strong as a mighty tower that cannot be shaken. Choices and decisions are all up to you, do not let any other people take it from you and make it up for you. It's your life that God entrusted you with, and he wants to see how you've progress at the end of the road. And do not deny the reality of this world because it is how he has created it to be. Denying the world means that you're denying his great work through men, they are created for a reason.... it is for us and it is the only place we could live in before we proceed on to his place.

Live your life in this world, it's your own road you're walking on.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

The Urge to Break Off from Duties

Fuck....I want to break off from any duty (except for my work) that I'm in right now. Freaking stress with it, one of the duty wants to keep it a secret cuz don't want them to make a big fuss about it. Alot of things need to be done, alot of limitation for a big project, and alot of days need to attend. The other is pushing me alot and I keep forgetting to do some of the duty and some are unusual circumstances. Shit man....as this year nearly end, my days are getting worst than ever.

FUCK IT!! I WANT OUT! I WANT MY ONE LAST FREE TIME MOMENT FOR THIS YEAR!!!!

This year is my worst year of all. I'll write a post about my 2008 evaluation later in this month.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Lol....I'm Dr.Evil/Liew!

Congratulations Johnny Tai, you are...


Dr Liew of drliew.net

You are such a silly and cartoonish person. You are confident, quick-witted and have a natural sense of humour. Even during the most stressful times, you keep your cool, live by the rules and focus on solving the task at hand. To your friends, you are always that loyal companion standing by their side, cheering them up when they're feeling down. You have virtually no enemies. People simply enjoy having you around.

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

Sunday, November 23, 2008

D&D : Character Concept Art

These are the 2 drawings I did for Drink and Draw in August this year. Theme was character concept. So it was about 2 hours plus I think. We were drawing while drinking, eating and chatting. Quite a fun a event to say, can't wait for this coming thursday!



Friday, November 21, 2008

Flaws of Human Beings

Nothing in this life satisfy a soul of a human being. Everyone needs everything. Whether it's from food , to the joy of victory and to the need of another companion... they want it all. We are a race of human beings who are too complicated to understand....or maybe too simple and stubborn to change. An individual must have the joy or a satisfaction to complete something within them. But it never ends, it never does. There's no such thing as perfection in every person life as there will always be flaws in them . All their need, all their desire, all their satisfaction and all their emotions.....it's endless. Whether we die , it never stops.

We all need to find that thing we need to fullfill our desire, to complete the small part of our lives.But the most annoying thing is that most of them when they've pulled all their effort to have finally found something, it's not what they want at the end of that expression and they go look for another different thing . The need has a tendency of changing one person's mind from a calm and peaceful mind to a chaotic filled with a lot of uncertainties . There will always be something new, and a hungry pack appears. Those who thinks that they have everything felt like the've already owned the world. Human needs is dangerous if not controlled, it's like a hunger and it changes them.

I just came to realize that most of us are too stubborn to change things in us or unwilling to accept other people's fact but their own. To those who can see both sides in all things are open minded and willing to learn and understand, whether in goodness and in all the bad things. But to those who are one sided .... they are like a rock which soon will pile up and form in to a solid mountain. And it's pointless to try and move a mountain as we are not God himself. It's good to stand on your own opinion and the knowledge that you've gain, but one must also learn to listen to other's. The best way to deal with people who are one sided and who only sticks to their own ideology is to give them the joy and satisfaction of winning the conversation and let them go about in their own ways . It doesn't matter how hard you try, they won't move for you.

There are some human beings who wants to learn a lot of things and there will be some people who judge them for it. Judging them to why they need to learn it or they are unable to perfect that knowledge that they gain. These are the people who thinks that they themselves are the master of that knowledge or only know how to speak angry empty words because it bugs them that the other person know this knowledge. How can we ease their frustration? We can't....no matter how much we try to resolve with them, they are still holding up a knife on your throat. Best way again is to let them linger on with it. They always come up with things which doesn't relate to the topic, but do they care? As long as they can use it on the other person and hurt them, it's all the satisfaction that they need. But for some people, they intend to use the same tactic on them and the fight never ends, it becomes an endless battlefield which sometimes involve a third party or even a stranger in their ridiculous war. And the result is that everyone involved in it are scared from their own stupidity.

There are some who hurt people because they just want to. Because they see a flaw or a weakness in that person and they transform in to a tiger and pounced on that victim. Pointing out a small little detail and use it to their advantage. Why they do it?It's hard to tell... maybe because it bothers them so much or giving in to their emotions to do the thinking. And if those who defends the helpless will be their next target victim, it's like "If you stand in my way, you'll join him/her as well". Some thinks that those who defends them have a motive to get something in return like a reward, a reward meaning something ugly. Not all of them are like that... they just want to help, they just want to lend a hand. But the attacker refuse to believe it and stand by their own opinion. So they let them do or torture that person, as long as the helpless is not hurt, it's okay then.

Companionship, friendship.... it's meaningless if it's not treasured well. We all may find a friend or that special someone, but sometimes it's like a flower petal.... it drops one at a time and it then left with nothing. Sometimes, it breaks so fast... you don't even know how it happen.One can have friendship which is important and fills another part of our life. But a warning would be if they consider you as a close friend, the greatest friend of all....becareful as to anytime they can change their face. Same goes for a companion. He/she maybe the one that you've found.... but not all of them are sure of what they want and which leads to unloyalty or the need to have something different. Nothing last forever unless both of them are still holding each other's hand and it's unbreakable.

These are the only few things and flaws of a human being, I am too like them who have some of these flaws. But I'm pointing these out to make you realize what we are. But try to be open to all things in life, learn to control your emotions and your needs, do not break what you have and learn to treasure all things around you.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I Hate this Part right here....

1. Do you think you're Hot?
No....I think I'm awesome! >D

2. Upload your favourite picture of you

3. Why do you like that picture?
Because it's the picture of me and the gang being sakai together at starbucks, Taipan. Or maybe it's just me being the only sakai fella >P

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Last week, my dad bought an itallian pizza...dunno what's the toping but it was really spicy!

5. The last song you listened to?
Pussycat Dolls : I hate this Part

6. What are you doing now besides this?
Playing WOW in the studio while checking blogs.

7. What name would you prefere besides yours?
I did wished for a different name when I was young, but now everyone knows me by Johnny, so I'm keeping it.

People to tag

- Kathryn
- Jen
- Isabel
- Yvonne
- Darren

8. Who is number one?
Someone I've met online, quite a straight forward person with a vast opinion of her own, can be quite harsh but she's good. A hybrid.

9. Number 3 is having a relationship with ?
I dunno...

10. Say something about number five
Cut your hair...

11. How about number four?
Faster do props! >D

12.Who is number two?
A sexy babe from Ipoh... she can really cook very very very delicious food, I want to try! >.<



Monday, November 17, 2008

Bloody Buggers....

Every morning I always listen to mix.fm radio channel ( my favourite and I love Serena C and also Pietro ) And this morning they were discussing a very interesting topic as for today is actually 'What Bugs you Day'. So I hear a couple of listeners story and I have a few of my own! So here's what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna create a tag entry about this topic and you guys are free to take the tag if I didn't tag you at all.

Rules :
> Just list down 6 things that bugs you(that you're annoyed about) in life or recently happen.
> Tag the next 8 person for this topic
> NO TAGGING BACK! I ain't wanna do this again.

1. Every time I drive on the Federal Highway especially around 8pm, there will always be an idiot with a high beam(especially xenon light) or some cars where one of their car light is not adjusted properly. And they just have to be behind me, I tilt my front mirror upwards and hopefully he get blinded by his own light.

2. Last Week when I was queing in a light at Carrefour to pay for my cereal, milk and a jar of chocolate Nutella (gotta cut down on those). Just before it was my turn, this bitch from the other lane put her basket on my side to ,walk over and took my turn...she cut my line! I went like " Wow.... that's interesting" The cashier was laughing(you're not suppose to laugh u Bangla!) and ppl behind me scolded her. You know what's her reason?? "My dad is impatient, need to be in the hurry now" The dad is talking to a credit card sales guy, seems busy.....fucking bitch.

3. Every morning I walk to the KTM station to go to work (because I live very near to the station). So, there's this construction going on beside my apartment....and everytime I walk past there, some idiot spit out a huge ooze of saliva on the road on the path as I was walking. WTF man!! So I have to cross the other side near the drainage where trash lorries always park. Freakin doesn't make my day.

4. KTM trains are my problem everytime I take it.I know driving is a good option, but parking around KL Sentral is not good at all. The KTM trains breaks down often , and when that happens... the train scheduled to come on the time u wish is canceled. This is worst when the station is packed! The next stop, the train that do come will be full of people that came from KL station. No chance to go in at all! HAve to wait for another stop!! Missed 2 stops and altogether waited for about 45 minutes!

5. This has bug me for quite a long time now, and it's about my friendship with this particular girl whom I've known for 6 and a half years. Well actuallyit's less than that cuz I dissapeared from her for 2 years in between. I admit that there are few times I fall for her during our friendship,she's beautiful, cheerful, good to talk to and caring. I stayed and remain as a friend as always knowing whether I have feelings for her or not. I dissapeared from her is because I couldn't stand being her different from how I knew her in school and having to see her in a relationship with a real jerk(smoker). Recently we got back together as friends again, I thought she was different from then...more mature, open and mindful in things. But I was really wrong, she's still the same...blur, clueless and still can't think for herself. She still loves another type of idiot, a very jealous type. But I didn't want to argue about her 'normal' taste in guys, so I told her that I want a renewed friendship where I will not develop any deeper feelings for her. But guess what? After that discussion, she decided to get a few pointers from a friend instead of her own and came with a conclusion that she felt her friendship got cheated(obviously hinting me). After all this time as I remained as a friend, or for her she considered me as a 'closer friend', she took all of that and slap it at my face.WOW. From then on, I don't give a fuck about her knowing thast it's not worth it anymore being her friend again.Don't worry, there won't be an 'again' the next time we meet. I now this topic will not dissapear from me, but it felt good to let it out.

6. I can't stand anonymous readers that drops by and kick you at the ass or bugs my favourite blogger, Cindy. WTF man, what's that all about? Do they have a life at all?? And not including the link so that I can have a real discussion with that person, what a fucking chickens. And comment on things which are not that important or unrelated , it's like they have real serious issues for minor things. And some of them are normaly childish idiots, I reckon is some of the forum readers in Low yat... so very manglish. Get a life or just suffer!

Ok, the people I tag :
1. Yvonne
2. Darren
3. Kathryn
4. Jen
5. Carrie
6. Rachel
7. Christopher
8. To anyone who want's to do this tag.

Happy tagging.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

A Different kind of Life..

Always wonder what it'll be like in a different world. How would your life be in that place? Would it actually be better than the one you have right now? Or is it worst than what you're enjoying right now?

I always dream or have short glimpse of vision on my head of how my life would be in a different place. It's like for some situation I would be doing that thing that I couldn't do here like playing an awesome guitar or piano or I would have been a famous guy in school and stuff like that. But that's all mind playing... but who knows, there is an alternate world out there where we're in it playing a different life.Think of it that God create a mass duplicate of us and each of those duplicates are in a different kind of world in adifferent kind of life. But don't pay too much attention to this part, don't want to confuse you too much.

Everyday we strive to perfect our life, to live a life full of joy and excitement as much as possible with many difficulties along the way. It's somehow whether I'm in a different world or time, it's never that easy. I don't really need God to tell me this as he already know I have understood that.

I know that the fates are toying with my life, giving me a bad time everyday and give a little luck to experience the joy. Somehow, it is getting tiring and letting them do whatever they want to my life like a cursed vodoo doll. It doesn't matter how much I try to prevent it, they got pins stuck on me already.

Oh, I have Wrath of the Lich King expansion for World of Warcraft and it's awesome! Death Knight class is superb! Can't wait to go back home and play it again! Oh, if anyone is interested I have 2 free 10 day trial account for you guys to try it out! >)

Madagascar 2 night Part 2

Here are the extra pics from the Madagascar 2 premiere night taken using Cindy's camera ( Not bad also lehh, good quality ) You can check out her post too for this night: http://www.jadezheng.com/2008/11/so-cool-u-gotta-say-it-twice.html

She's almost as tall as me, very rare to find girls who is around my height >P.


Me with the girls : Cindy, Me, Eri and Voo



Cindy , Me and Harry.

So , those of you who have not watch it yet....GO AND WATCH NOW! It's very good actually...even my friend Tim said Madagascar 2 rawks!!

Well..that's it for this post >D

Monday, November 10, 2008

Brand New Tag!

I bored. Me do tag. Tag makes my boring hours busy. Busy is good. Good means Happy. +)

Rulez : do not copy answers
tag questions must be 100% the same
tag 10 people after doing tag
no tagging back

People I tag without mercy >D :
1. Kathryn(hehe..)
2. Jen
3. Rachel
4. Jasmin Lim
5. Cia Ee
6. Lillien Siew
7.
Cindy Tey
8. Jasmine Cheong
9. Jamie Yong
10. Yvonne



How you know 1?
In the world wide web....serious!I think it was through internet but I think she added me 1st >D. Until now I still have not met her yet(Hey, we gotta meet up...it's been too long!) . We just chat in msn or check out each other's blog.

What would you do if you never meet 2?
actually...I've not met her yet. Maybe soon though then go dating and can belanja her makan =). I want teriyaki chicken! +D

What would u do if 3&4 dated u?
Hmm..interesting :
3(Rachel) We'll be having pizza at my place where we can play alot of Xbox Games and give her tips to how to pass her semester, interested? >D
4(Jasmin) Have a superb 'rocking' night! With tons of Java Chip!!

Would 5&6 make a good couple?
I wouldn't mind seeing it, that would be an interesting sight >D

do u think 7 is attractive?
Wow,..I placed her at the right number. Ofcourse she is!! She's superbly hot! And she deserves to be the Malaysian Dreamgirl! =)

Do u know anything about 8’s family?
Ermmm.....I only know that her sister Maggie is from my school and she has a Hong Kong actress name.

Tell me something about 9
Childhood friends....I think since std 5 till form 5 then after that she cabut pergi Ipoh....ape lerrr -___-

What is 1’s favourite past time?
Interesting Question, I've yet to discover that. I think my guess would be listening to music and singing. >D(I main bantai saje)

What language does 2 speaks?
English, Cantonese , Mandarin, I think Hokkien also and ofcourse Bahasa (Am I close? Or do u know hakka ? >P )

Who is 3 going out with?
Dunno.... one of her little dolls I think.

How old is 4?
She's as fierce and hot as a Dragon, so go figure what year is that >D.

When was the last time u talked to 5?
.........if chat in person, since college time. MSN chat..few months back. I gotta catch up -__-"

Who is 6 favourite singer?
...............I dunno.

Would you date 7?
If I get the chance and she accepts, Yes. Maybe one day that will come =\

Is 8 single?
She should be.

What is 9 last name?
Pui (can remember lerrr...I so keng)

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
If I'm more to wealth, why not. Entrepreneurs~

Which school does 2 go to?
Errrrrr........ I dunno, a school somewhere in Ipoh >D

What do you like about 3?
She plays video games and she has a vast opinion in terms of Politics

Do you know 4 favourite clothing attire?
Short silky dress! Bow chiqa wow wow! >D

What's 5 like in person?
Short & Hyper.

Ever dated with 6?
Even if I did...my ear plucks won't be enough for the night. (Just kidding! >D)

What do you share in common with 7?
We blog...ahaha. But she is more well known than me.

When is 8's birthday?
Ahahaha....hahahaha....haha...errrrr..... I dunno >_<"

Ever wanted to say something to 9?

Had a crush on u once when we were young, but then being a friend seems okay =). But I still like you though. Good luck in your,......studies!

What's your relationship with 10?
College mate, class mate , colleague.....the 3Cs.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Night of Madagascar 2 premiere!

Last night I had a blast at Mid Valley, watched Madagascar 2 with christopher , his friend and Tim. If u had read the old post about the Madagascar competition, well...here I am. I had my ticket, met up with Cindy, snap some photos together and went in and enjoy the show!Still waiting for the rest of the photos from Cindy. Post it up, Cindy!I wanna see! >D

The movie is good, really good. Alot of funny scenes especially the penguins! Ahaha...love their hijaking, pure genius and very strategize!And Mort (furry little cute guy) was all weird and scary!

From a 3d Artist perspective of the show, I think the render of the environment is good. I was quite attracted to the backdrop composition , the environment which they manage to capture the feel of Africa but a little more of paradise looking. Their animation is as cartoonishly funny as always and the mood and lighting (Vray) and all is great. Modelling I can tell is not much , just alot of duplicationg and project different sets of animation for the back characters. The environment model I can tell are quite a few like the sligshot take off, the paradise in Africa, the plains, the crash site, the jungle of Africa , the beach, and the Volcano.This number for an animation is considered as a good amount and they did a good job on the details and the usage of good specular map on the environment.


Rating >>>> 4/5


Story could still be interesting >P.


Cindy and ...Voon, I think...ahaha, and the far right is Eri. We're all bloggers btw but that's not important. What's important is that I had a great time watching Madagascar 2 and get to snap photos with Cindy! 1st Malaysian Dreamgilr weh! And I've been following her blog for almost 2 years now.


Feels really great to be next to her , ahaha!Remember my name ar!

Monday, November 3, 2008

His name is Dalzarh, Essence of Corruption.


Got bored...so just post my old sketch I did last time.. I'll post the coloured version in marker soon. So I'll just entertain u guys with this drawing of mine.

Ever wondered a 3d Artist like me could draw a fine piece of concept?It's understandable since I've only been building 3d objects and animate character in a computer. Well, for some of you would know that I do, for those who don't know that yet....


Tadaaaaaa~

I have the skills with the pencil too. >P

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

BUrn wallet!! BURNN!!!!!

So many games are coming out this month and next month Wrath of the Lich king (World of Warcraft expansion) Is coming out too! And I have to pay for the youth camp fees for RM190!!!@%$!!

List of things to buy :
1. Fallout 3 Original Rm100+
2.Dead Space Original RM140
3. Silent Hill Pirated Rm15
4. Fable 2 .......Original/Pirated
5.Command and Conquer Red Alert 3..... haven't decided
6. Wrath of the Lich King (have to be ori) Rm90 I think
7. Camp fees Rm190

And still more to come in the next following weeks or months.

Sigh, my wallet is gonna go on fire. Summore I've got alot of shit load of stuff to do x_x , still gotta finish my space marine painting, a game document , and some few works for the camp. If only that I won RM1 mil without knowing that I've join anything!I want that now!! >( .

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Another Survey from Ms.BusyGirl(s**y)

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.NO TAG backs!

Here goes :


1. I'm Mr.Hillarious.


2. I can't sleep if someone is snoaring....very annoying >\


3.I can't sleep in a room which is toooooo quiet ( like no noise at all!)


4.I must play games everyday...if not my spirit will die +(

5. I have this hyper level of sakainess in me...when I'm high. Timothy and my Boss would know this


6. I like coffee.


7. I behave crazily sometimes when the time is right.


8. I've got too many list of hobbies to do =_=


9. I love ANGELINA JOLIE!!!


10. I have a habit of shaking my leg


11. I may be nice, sometimes I pretend to be =).


12. Raven is my symbol


13. I love peanut Pancake.


14. I like hot babes, I can't deny it. Even if I don't say it...Jasmin will...sigh -_-


15. I have a quiet empty side and I have a crazy hyper side of me.


TAG TAG TAG!!

1. Kathryn
2.Jamie Yong
3. Pearly Yuen
4. Phui Ping
5.Christopher
6. Lillien
7. Cia Ee
8. Yvonne
9. Cindy
10. Darren

Tag from Ms.Busy Girl(S**Y) >)

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- Ms.BusyGirl? muh Crazy friend!

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- a. Open Minded
b. Pretty lar (I leveled down ar,leveled down)
c. Speaks with her mind and a touch of spices from the heart (so chunted)
d. So busy ( Chillax lerr , babe >\)
c. Owes me a free time to get Java Chip.

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- Pointing out an empty car park spot near our yum cha place -_-.

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- .............75% eheem eheem. I'm 55%!!

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- Be a good boyfriend lerr... right? Nono...be a CRAZY boyfriend!I'll make her laught till she drop on my chest, fui sehhhH~!!! >D

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- errrrrr.....surrender? Cannot fight her lerr, duwan... I dun hurt girls...especially this one cuz can never know the old Jasmin may come back and belasah me >.< .

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
- Ehehehe..... clothing wear needs to be sexier everytime we go out and make free time, Muahahahah!!Can manage? ;)

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- Hmmmmmm.....I wonder why...maybe because I gave her too many nicknames that's why. But I like small eyes & Ms.BusyGirl(s**y), how? =(

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
-Wahhh...this is like the 'golden' question man.... she tagging me this survey means she's interested to know *thank u~* . If I mention the babes wearing the fireman hat in Salt Shaker(Ying Yang Twins) >D ...u know what I mean,babe!

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- The ever going Ee Min.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- that's Johnny Tai .....that's it.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- Black & White


13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
-Too nice to people and making stupid mistakes.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- Hmmm....I just want to be someone new. Still suffering from a crumpled life now...but I want to tear my way out and reborn again. How many times would God renew me?

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- Thanks for being my friend, now...get me a PS3...with original games~. >D


Ten people to tag :
Cindy (try la)
Yvonne
Diana
Ringo
Cia Ee
Lillien Siew
Phui Ping
Kathryn
Jasmine Cheong
Pek Haane


Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
- Someone from her church I think.

No.3 a male or a female?
- Female,girl, hot babe...I'm sure of it =)

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- Hmmm....that would be interesting, I wanna see that.

How about no.5 and 8?
-Ermm.....Cia Ee wouldn't mind, I'm not sure about Kathryn cuz she's all about the money. If there's money, there's love (her perception)

What is no.1 studying about?
- Contemporary arts. I can remember lerrr ;)

Is no.4 single?
- I'm not too sure.

Say something about no.6.
- Lillien ar? Long time adi never chat with her. But she quite noisy lorr...very straight forward girl. Dunno whether she got 1 or 2 wives...or more than that =_=, she dun like me.... *sob*

Friday, October 17, 2008

I like to Move it! Move it!!!

Johnny is gonna try his best to get the tickets to watch the premiere of............*drum rolls*

here's the banner!
Just incase you couldn't read the black words on the banner:
tickets collection from the NUffnang booth starts at 7.30pm
and will close at 8.15pm. There will also be
security check
to prevent any form of electronic devices
being brought into
the hall. THere will be a counter for
you to deposit your devices
which you
can claim after the screening.


Ohhh yeahh~!! I like to move it!! Move it!!


So Cindy/Miss Jade Z is giving away 30 tickets(15 pairs) ,2 tickets for each who gets it. So which means u can bring a friend along to watch Madagascar 2 and get to watch it with her! She's the 1st Malaysian Dreamgirl lehh, worth it man!

Oh by the way...I'll be getting AN extra ticket, if lar. SO if anyone wants to tag along just sms me before I con someone and sell it to them for RM11 .... >) heheheh.

here's the link to her blog! click on the pic :

Pretty lehh...now you know why she's the 1st Malaysian Dreamgirl, all the more reason you should watch Madagascar 2 Escape 2 Africa with her. If the pic doesn't work, try this http://www.jadezheng.com

Now,all I need to do is to blog about this particular question : what ANIMAL would you love your boyfriend OR girlfriend to be, in BED.

Oh, sounds kinky.This is that they pretend to be ,right? I'm single but I can just imagine that I have one la, kay?All the best!

I would want my girlfriend to be a pussyca... I mean a Cat, small cat.Yeah...that's right, a SMALL Cat. Now why out of all in the animal kingdom would I choose a small cat? Because they are cute, very manja(always use body to stroke), gullible(but surely my gf is not la) & fierce (meow~). If my girlfriend can be like that, I'll keep her forever lehh (have to make sure her nails not long, can be fierce...but not too fierce). Comfortable lehh to sleep with a girl who pretends to be a cat, alot of excitement....the Kingdom Come!*from Madagascar song* I like to Move it! Move it!!



OMG!What the hell are you doing there??

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I feel Numb.

I feel numb because I'm not sure what I'm doing now. I can't seem to be feeling any excitement for the past few months, nothing to look forward to.... even that I take up some new hobbies or play the latest games, I still feel numb...

I thought I could recover and start it off well with my so-called 'new life' of mine. But the same essence still remains, emptiness.I don't need a comparison of other person's emptiness feelings, I don't give a fuck about it. I feel like I don't really care about what's gonna happen to me. Either God loves me or toys with my fate, I couldn't care less.

How am I suppose to move?

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Holidays~

Woooo!! This week only work a few days only! Thanks to Hari Raya! hahaha. My boss and 5 of my other colleagues are back at their kampung. So only12 ppl around.

Now the big question is, what am I gonna do during the holidays? 0_0 *blink blink*

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Berbuka Puasa~!!!! >D

The title doesn't mean that I tengah puasa , my boss and few of my colleagues are. So on wednesday after work, my boss (managing director of the studio) brought us to this buffet (forgot wat's the name of the place adi) in Meridian Hotel( one of the twin hotel beside KL sentral). Why there? Because it's near at our work place (duh).... ANYWAY, there was alot of people heading up to the buffet and we couldn't take the lift. So we.. as semangat as always walk all the way up to the....ground floor ( the lift that we're at is P3) and it was a good warm up for our stomachs.When we reached there, I wouldn't say that the hotel looks great but it's errr......oklar~, it is my 2nd time there.

So back to the feast, BUKA ADI!!!


Most of the malays enjoying their food, alot of people leh... because this buffet got alot of variety.
So if any of you have not eaten, please.....just bare for awhile la >D (Cindy, if you're reading this post and see some delicious food that you love, please forgive me... atleast the pic is not as clear as yours! So oklarr, right?>D )


I like to call it, the Fountains of Sweet Pleasure ( sounds erotic, but that's how it feels when u eat the brownies, marshmellows and strawberries with all these chocolates!! >D)


Close your eyes if you've not eaten yet.

Cooking the spaghetti sause
CHEESE!!! Many kinds of cheese! I like the blue cheese especially ( Thanks to my good friend, Timothy Wong)
Chris and Yvonne enjoying their meal, and the rest of the studio gang behind. Oh, forgot to mention....our boss booked this private room for us, VIP~!. Atleast the room can fit 20+ ppl inside, get good services as well (I meant by taking the plates away, refill water, change forks & knives, change napkins...that's all). far right side being cropped off(sorry dude) is Jay who had about 3-4 rounds of minimum carbs and alot of greens and protein foods.
The 2 fellas waiting for their Ice Cream. Oh, Daniel is from South Korea and he eats alot compared to all of us. Haw is Malaysia jus FYI.
Ice cream toppings... wow.
Daniel out there again to get more food.
Ben and Yvonne folding napkins to....I dunno what it is that the've fold.
And that's Shern who came 2nd in the eating-as-much-as-u-can competition. And the malay guy behind there is my boss talking to my colleagues. This was 2 hours later .

let's see the results :

1st. Daniel - 5 rounds ...some each 2 plates, full amount ...ANd he is still freakin skinny!He's like
Christopher Yuen!
2nd. Shern- 5 rounds... 1 plate each with moderate amount, this guy also skinny....age 27 and still have high metabolism >\.

then the rest I dunno.
Ben took quite alot of cheese because he loves~ cheese. I can't take too much because later jelat.
Yvonne took alot of sweet stuff, she said she's gonna get sugar high...pfft.
Chris..erm, quite moderate amount I guess.
I myself had about 5 rounds also, but I took small portion each ( diet lehh~) . But for my opinion about the buffet there is :

IS DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SUPERBLY GOOD & CONVENIENT!!!

ehemm....well, that's all then. Enjoy your meals, ya? >D

Sunday, September 21, 2008

The Saw

Sam is a typical lumber jack who's trying to earn a living by cutting down trees.

One day the supplier wants him to speed up the process because the amount of trees he has delivered is not good enough.So they ask Sam to cut down 3 trees a day.

Sam knew that the task was impossible, but he has to try.And he needs a new saw

So he went down to the town to upgrade his saw to a better one.The seller at the handy shop showed him and said that it's the latest and the best tool to cut down trees. So ofcourse, Sam bought it.Bigger than his one.

The next day he work on the trees with his new saw in the morning. But, at the end of the day....he was not able to cut down the 1st tree . So he thought that maybe tomorrow he'll get up early and try cut finish all 3 trees.

So he did that, he woke up around 5.30 in the morning and get started. He gave his best..he did all he could,but at the end of the day he still was not able to cut down another 1st tree.

In his mind he thought that this saw is giving him a hard time, and it looks really blunt.Not giving him much help in cutting.

So he took it back to the shop on the next day and he told the seller that he had a lot of difficulty cutting the 1st tree with the one he bought.

The seller was confused as to how that could happen, he asked Sam to handover the saw to inspect.

He turned on the master control lever.

Then came a loud motor rumbling noise.

Sam then ask the seller " What's that noise?" 0_0

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Ahahahah....

I got this joke from Mike Constantine who came to my church last Sunday and preach . He told about this part and I couldn't stop laughing! Although the early part I made it up abit because I forgot that part. But he is a good speaker, can come up with a good joke.

I'll be attending the 'No Compromise' event and the speaker is Mike Constantine! Can't wait to hear more jokes from him, but also ofcourse to listen to what he has to deliver from the word of god. Can't Wait! >D

Soulja Boy? AHAhhaHAHAHAHAhHWHAHahHAHAhAHAHHA!!!....*ehemm* welcome,yo...

Wow.....soulja boy visited my blog, must be getting famous >D.

Lol, this is just too hillarious.

But hey, Anyone is welcome to drop by my blog , right? Even soulja boy! But when it comes to leaving a comment, he's just plain weird..why the rapping?. Then again, can never know whether he is the real deal or not. If he is, then a proof is needed.

YOUUU!!...funny when I did that. >D

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Dark Studio

I like my studio when it's dark, normaly that happens when it's raining outside. Now it's raining in the morning ....ahhhhh, so peaceful. I find it very comfortable working in a dark place and the only light I can focus on is my monitor. It feels like I'm the only person working here, a sense of peace.

I know Yvonne probably don't like it, but she got Chri's lamp...so no biggie in that. I guess for me, I'm too used to being in a dark. But hey, different people have different ways of doing their job.... if only my director can understand that. Knowing by now, I think he nows what I'm writing...haha.

Gotta go. >)

Tagged by the SHY >)

Iseehhh, oklarrr....I kesian the girl who asked me to do the tag lerr =.= . I do the tag la, kay? Kuai arrrr..... dun get angry arrr~

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1.at what age do you wish to marry?
Don't talk about age 1st, let me find the girl then only we settle about that one later la~

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I may fall , but atleast I'm falling for her. Even though my life could crumble because of this country, but I will not fall but stand to be able to hold your hands and say "I will still love you for as long as I still have my soul"

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Hmm... tough one, it would be....Jasmin, Cindy.... one left is open to any who wants to be stranded with me on a desert island :D

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom ?
San Francisco, California hopefully with the person I married to...stay there and have the American dream

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To be rich and a well recognize Director in the gaming industry

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NO!!! I will live by Katryn's words... we need Money!Especially in this shitty place.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my dream.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Store 50% of it and the rest..... spend on wealthy things with my gf ( if I get one) and have a good life!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Why not? It's someone that I love ,right? But I need to make sure that she feels the same way too.... blurting those words out could mean 2 things that would happen next, okay.

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
- Ermmm...smiles alot
- she got such a BIG family that I wonder how will she manage her kids ...and husbands. tsk tsk tsk.
- she's nice .. :D

11. What am I doing now?
what else would I be doing ? -.-"

13. What is your ambition?
I'm already in my ambition >)

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
bitchy for one...and not being honest to me when she has my trust.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Family and friends
- Life
- Games
- My job
- my future.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I only shop when I need to and that's like twice a year.

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
chubbiness... (-.-)

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
people who don't mind listening.

19. What do you like about this person who tagged you?
she's nice :D

20. What's your definition of love?
That there is no true love here, it has become a myth for this era... (and I'm not talking about God's love or Family love....it's something that completes you)

peeps i tag

- Jasmin
- Lillien
- Yvonne
- Darren
-Cia Ee
- kathryn ( if she's reading this)
- *OPEN SLOT*