Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I feel Numb.

I feel numb because I'm not sure what I'm doing now. I can't seem to be feeling any excitement for the past few months, nothing to look forward to.... even that I take up some new hobbies or play the latest games, I still feel numb...

I thought I could recover and start it off well with my so-called 'new life' of mine. But the same essence still remains, emptiness.I don't need a comparison of other person's emptiness feelings, I don't give a fuck about it. I feel like I don't really care about what's gonna happen to me. Either God loves me or toys with my fate, I couldn't care less.

How am I suppose to move?

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