Holidays~

Woooo!! This week only work a few days only! Thanks to Hari Raya! hahaha. My boss and 5 of my other colleagues are back at their kampung. So only12 ppl around.

Now the big question is, what am I gonna do during the holidays? 0_0 *blink blink*

Berbuka Puasa~!!!! >D

The title doesn't mean that I tengah puasa , my boss and few of my colleagues are. So on wednesday after work, my boss (managing director of the studio) brought us to this buffet (forgot wat's the name of the place adi) in Meridian Hotel( one of the twin hotel beside KL sentral). Why there? Because it's near at our work place (duh).... ANYWAY, there was alot of people heading up to the buffet and we couldn't take the lift. So we.. as semangat as always walk all the way up to the....ground floor ( the lift that we're at is P3) and it was a good warm up for our stomachs.When we reached there, I wouldn't say that the hotel looks great but it's errr......oklar~, it is my 2nd time there.

So back to the feast, BUKA ADI!!!


Most of the malays enjoying their food, alot of people leh... because this buffet got alot of variety.
So if any of you have not eaten, please.....just bare for awhile la >D (Cindy, if you're reading this post and see some delicious food that you love, please forgive me... atleast the pic is not as clear as yours! So oklarr, right?>D )


I like to call it, the Fountains of Sweet Pleasure ( sounds erotic, but that's how it feels when u eat the brownies, marshmellows and strawberries with all these chocolates!! >D)


Close your eyes if you've not eaten yet.

Cooking the spaghetti sause
CHEESE!!! Many kinds of cheese! I like the blue cheese especially ( Thanks to my good friend, Timothy Wong)
Chris and Yvonne enjoying their meal, and the rest of the studio gang behind. Oh, forgot to mention....our boss booked this private room for us, VIP~!. Atleast the room can fit 20+ ppl inside, get good services as well (I meant by taking the plates away, refill water, change forks & knives, change napkins...that's all). far right side being cropped off(sorry dude) is Jay who had about 3-4 rounds of minimum carbs and alot of greens and protein foods.
The 2 fellas waiting for their Ice Cream. Oh, Daniel is from South Korea and he eats alot compared to all of us. Haw is Malaysia jus FYI.
Ice cream toppings... wow.
Daniel out there again to get more food.
Ben and Yvonne folding napkins to....I dunno what it is that the've fold.
And that's Shern who came 2nd in the eating-as-much-as-u-can competition. And the malay guy behind there is my boss talking to my colleagues. This was 2 hours later .

let's see the results :

1st. Daniel - 5 rounds ...some each 2 plates, full amount ...ANd he is still freakin skinny!He's like
Christopher Yuen!
2nd. Shern- 5 rounds... 1 plate each with moderate amount, this guy also skinny....age 27 and still have high metabolism >\.

then the rest I dunno.
Ben took quite alot of cheese because he loves~ cheese. I can't take too much because later jelat.
Yvonne took alot of sweet stuff, she said she's gonna get sugar high...pfft.
Chris..erm, quite moderate amount I guess.
I myself had about 5 rounds also, but I took small portion each ( diet lehh~) . But for my opinion about the buffet there is :

IS DAMN BLOODY FUCKING SUPERBLY GOOD & CONVENIENT!!!

ehemm....well, that's all then. Enjoy your meals, ya? >D

The Saw

Sam is a typical lumber jack who's trying to earn a living by cutting down trees.

One day the supplier wants him to speed up the process because the amount of trees he has delivered is not good enough.So they ask Sam to cut down 3 trees a day.

Sam knew that the task was impossible, but he has to try.And he needs a new saw

So he went down to the town to upgrade his saw to a better one.The seller at the handy shop showed him and said that it's the latest and the best tool to cut down trees. So ofcourse, Sam bought it.Bigger than his one.

The next day he work on the trees with his new saw in the morning. But, at the end of the day....he was not able to cut down the 1st tree . So he thought that maybe tomorrow he'll get up early and try cut finish all 3 trees.

So he did that, he woke up around 5.30 in the morning and get started. He gave his best..he did all he could,but at the end of the day he still was not able to cut down another 1st tree.

In his mind he thought that this saw is giving him a hard time, and it looks really blunt.Not giving him much help in cutting.

So he took it back to the shop on the next day and he told the seller that he had a lot of difficulty cutting the 1st tree with the one he bought.

The seller was confused as to how that could happen, he asked Sam to handover the saw to inspect.

He turned on the master control lever.

Then came a loud motor rumbling noise.

Sam then ask the seller " What's that noise?" 0_0

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Ahahahah....

I got this joke from Mike Constantine who came to my church last Sunday and preach . He told about this part and I couldn't stop laughing! Although the early part I made it up abit because I forgot that part. But he is a good speaker, can come up with a good joke.

I'll be attending the 'No Compromise' event and the speaker is Mike Constantine! Can't wait to hear more jokes from him, but also ofcourse to listen to what he has to deliver from the word of god. Can't Wait! >D

Soulja Boy? AHAhhaHAHAHAHAhHWHAHahHAHAhAHAHHA!!!....*ehemm* welcome,yo...

Wow.....soulja boy visited my blog, must be getting famous >D.

Lol, this is just too hillarious.

But hey, Anyone is welcome to drop by my blog , right? Even soulja boy! But when it comes to leaving a comment, he's just plain weird..why the rapping?. Then again, can never know whether he is the real deal or not. If he is, then a proof is needed.

YOUUU!!...funny when I did that. >D

Dark Studio

I like my studio when it's dark, normaly that happens when it's raining outside. Now it's raining in the morning ....ahhhhh, so peaceful. I find it very comfortable working in a dark place and the only light I can focus on is my monitor. It feels like I'm the only person working here, a sense of peace.

I know Yvonne probably don't like it, but she got Chri's lamp...so no biggie in that. I guess for me, I'm too used to being in a dark. But hey, different people have different ways of doing their job.... if only my director can understand that. Knowing by now, I think he nows what I'm writing...haha.

Gotta go. >)

Tagged by the SHY >)

Iseehhh, oklarrr....I kesian the girl who asked me to do the tag lerr =.= . I do the tag la, kay? Kuai arrrr..... dun get angry arrr~

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1.at what age do you wish to marry?
Don't talk about age 1st, let me find the girl then only we settle about that one later la~

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I may fall , but atleast I'm falling for her. Even though my life could crumble because of this country, but I will not fall but stand to be able to hold your hands and say "I will still love you for as long as I still have my soul"

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Hmm... tough one, it would be....Jasmin, Cindy.... one left is open to any who wants to be stranded with me on a desert island :D

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom ?
San Francisco, California hopefully with the person I married to...stay there and have the American dream

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To be rich and a well recognize Director in the gaming industry

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NO!!! I will live by Katryn's words... we need Money!Especially in this shitty place.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my dream.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Store 50% of it and the rest..... spend on wealthy things with my gf ( if I get one) and have a good life!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Why not? It's someone that I love ,right? But I need to make sure that she feels the same way too.... blurting those words out could mean 2 things that would happen next, okay.

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
- Ermmm...smiles alot
- she got such a BIG family that I wonder how will she manage her kids ...and husbands. tsk tsk tsk.
- she's nice .. :D

11. What am I doing now?
what else would I be doing ? -.-"

13. What is your ambition?
I'm already in my ambition >)

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
bitchy for one...and not being honest to me when she has my trust.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Family and friends
- Life
- Games
- My job
- my future.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I only shop when I need to and that's like twice a year.

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
chubbiness... (-.-)

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
people who don't mind listening.

19. What do you like about this person who tagged you?
she's nice :D

20. What's your definition of love?
That there is no true love here, it has become a myth for this era... (and I'm not talking about God's love or Family love....it's something that completes you)

peeps i tag

- Jasmin
- Lillien
- Yvonne
- Darren
-Cia Ee
- kathryn ( if she's reading this)
- *OPEN SLOT*

3D Artwork no.1 : 3D Valley.

Ahaha...I guess, I've never posted my works at all. THis will be my 1st and I'll keep it up ofcourse. What I do in my studio is that I'm a 3d Artist capable of doing 3d Environment, character model & animation, some other small things and also help out in concepts. So, in a way...I don't have a fix position. Few months back I was working on 3d Environment for the levels ( can't show you the real one ofcourse, it's P&C) , then later I was in character animation for the main character and the side characters as well. Now currently working on the cutscenes. I do hope that I get back to Environment design cuz I miss doing it, so fun. >.<

The pic above is the sample of a 3d Modeled valley that I did today during my spare time. It's not part of my project, ahaha...just my own. The program I used is an open source 3D sculpting software which allows me to sculpt terrain easily compared to 3d Max. But ofcourse... the texture quality needs to be very very high ( talking about a texture which is about 4800x6800 mega pixels here). Here's the steps


Build up the mesh (3d polygon) by sculpting.


Refining the details...


Next we add in the colors and the texures. This is done by painting it on the mesh, that's why this software is an awesome tool for sculpting terrain.


Defining the textures and the mood.


Ahaha...lens flare is not by me, the program generates it.


Next we add the fog ..

Pretty much done here...just adding more colors to the bottom ground and checking the perspective.

Checking more details of the texture and we're done....it becomes like the 1st pic above!


Now, this software my studio is not using... we did try it out but it's not suitable for our engine because the output of the mesh is just too heavy. But this is fun for portfolio purposes >D. I'll try post up more of my works.

Why do I Cry?

I was just reminiscing about my past, evaluating my life... I just realize that I've been trying to attain something, that I can never have in my life.

Why do I cry? Because I will always accept the fact , despite that my parents still love me and some of my friends will still be there for me....I will always accept the fact that in my heart... I'm still lonely.

I cry because I can never attain real love.The only element to fill me. I tried to find it...but it struck me back twice causing me to bleed on the floor, in to a state of coma. Is that how love is? Being a nice & a good guy doesn't do good for me, doesn't work on them too...they care less about it.I'm sick and tired of people keep telling me that I'll be able to find someone 'one day', I've been hearing that crap for too long till it begins to annoy me.

Why do I cry? Because I've been hurt so many times....although I may hide it with a smile, but I can't hide the wounds.

Now it has left me in a state that I couldn't care less about how my life is gonna go, whatever God has for me or gonna throw some trash for me to deal with..... I'm just gonna have to pass.

I don't have time for it...

Because I'm just too busy crying about my crumpled paper life.

What happened on Merdeka Day!!!?? 0_0

Chill la, nothing bad happened at the parade...just that I didn't attend. But on that day, a few of us at church decided to have a trip down to PD to have.....yup, that's right.... a barbeque night! It's not crazy, it's just fun.... it's what older youth do.

So anyway, 14 ppl were on this trip including me... we weren't there in the morning. As how goodie goodie we are, we left after church around 4.30pm :) . My car and Mellissa's car, we parked at Samantha's place cuz we only need 3 big cars to go there.I was in Tim's... Mum's car. Brought along my PSP just incase but it seem that I was the only one with the PSP ( I thought Chris and Kevin would bring along too, pfft..) On the way to PD, we had a little snack... one of my favourite snack that I ate was fried pork intestine!! :D... it taste sooooo goood!!U guys should try it!!

Almost 6pm, we've reached our destination, a resort


Ahahaha....maybe the cows stole the 'O'.


Jim's dad bought one of the room here , so lucky for us! THis place looks nice...neat to say.They have all kinds of facility including the pool, tennis court, football sand court, a very small basketball court and rock climbing.

We unpacked our stuff and head up to the room. One strange thing we noticed that in the lift, the button no. 7 is always on... we all thought that the lift wanted us to go there or something. But we are not so adventurous or willing to spoil our night...so, we just head to our 3rd floor =..= .

We started exploring the room, not too bad actually...2 rooms , 2 bathrooms and a hall connected to the kitchen, oh...and a balcony ofcourse.
We chage our clothes and headed down to the beach where the fun even begins.
Beautiful, isn't it? >)
Settling down on the beach and preparing the fire pit! >D

I was trying to enjoy myself by posing very very silly on the beach, but sometimes it's difficult when there's some people who just likes to be part of the silliness. >\

Leg unity! Sam with the only red toe nail >D.


We were playing so much and yet they're still not done >D.

Jonston had this idea from a friend that you can make sandballs, he thought us how and we gathered them together in a circle.....with a stick in the middle (I have no idea what the stick is for). But we didn't use them to throw at each other....if we did, the girls would loose....or maybe the guys would loose because of the number of girls that attended .

Oh, we started building our own stuff too!Jon was building a....wall. Sam built a heart with so perfect circle around it. Pearly imprinted her name. Mel....erm....cake? Box? Jim built a man which he killed him in the end and Kiat Yee.....hmm, forgot what she built adi, should be a sand castle i think.

I build my own giant name so that the plane could see..... but there's no point to that. >\
"The cops pulled me over for carrying these gunz!" A phrase from one of my T-Shirt >D

Ok, The night came and we realized that the fire pit we built at the beach is not bright enough to lit up the place. The Beach was so dark!SO, we decided to transfer up to where light can be shun! Tim drove the car nearer to on his car lights (pro man, dunno how he maneuver among the trees)

Once we've set up all....We started cooking!



We've cooked lots of BBQ chicken, sausages, hams, burgers and even...potatoes?
Brought alot of drinks and water to clean up.



Wahhh lahh!!

Woooo!



Timothy Wong, the Holy Chef.


Oh gosh...

Anyway, We ate and ate and ate until the time reached...10pm I think or was it 10.30pm. We packed up and clean the place and head back to our room. We bathed and chilled down, and had some leftover burgers for supper (Yeah...we ate alot actually, summore got snacks worr!!@_@)

Few guys played some card game while I watched a Reaper(TV series) in my PSP, played Crisis core for about 30 mins. Then someone brought a board game which had us playing till 4am!Heard of Pictionary? It's a sort of a fun game where u need 2-3 ppl for each group to play. One person needs to draw while the rest guess what is it that the person is drawing. It's somehow difficult for some cuz you have no idea how to tell that word in a drawing >.< . On that night....Kevin, Tim and Jon won the game and claimed themselves champions (Actually...Sam and Sarah won a few times but they didn't read the rules properly, ahahah) Woke up few hours later, we packed our things and head back to....PJ to makan for lunch. The place we ate have the most delicious BBQ chicken rice but it's also super fattening as well (gosh, u should see the fats man...it's like big huge jelly of sweetness!)

Guess what? We head back to Sam's place where my car is at and played more of Pictionary ( Have we gone insane!? We didn't get enough sleep and we are willing to crack our heads more!)
But this time....Sam, Sarah and Pearly won the Pictionary game. Should have been twice but the 1st didn't count cuz they played a not very clear rules game >P. Now we have 2 pictionary group champs.